January 23, 2005
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Gods, I love limbo.. really… I received a set of odd phone calls last night. Some girl called me three times, and then called me a fourth time from Honey’s cell phone. Which apparently is where she got my number the first three times…
Anyways, yeah, went through the angry stage, through the tears and then started attempting to look at the situation rationally. It could be a couple of different things, but I don’t know what it is yet. And I don’t know how I feel about it either. I do know, I want answers, so we’ll see when he calls me after the voicemails I left, cause I’m not calling him again. I’m stubborn like that, and I refuse to act desperate.
So yeah, we’ll see what he has to say and see what I really believe is going on, though my friend Eric’s instincts have reassured me somewhat. His instincts, which are quite dependable, even when his focus is diffused, tend to agree with mine on this situation, so that gives me some comfort that it’s not just wishful thinking on my part.
But yeah, we’ll just wait and see some more… back to limbo…
On the upside, in about an hour and a half, I’m going to a coworker/friend’s house for a lingerie party.. That should be fun:)
