May 16, 2005

  • I gave you my heart


    Offered my soul


    But you made choices


    Beyond my control.


    I can't pretend I understand


    That I didn't cry


    That I don't still hurt


    And wonder why.


    I believed in you


    With everything I am


    But it wasn't enough


    To keep your hand


    And when I learned


    The brutal cold set in


    Deeper than darkest night


    Blacker than sin


    Still I moved on


    Swore I'd given up


    But the dreams still haunt


    Tears o'erflow my cup


    Knowing what you are


    I still want who I saw


    And that's the man I mourn


    With a heart still raw.

March 21, 2005

  • More Quizzy goodness....









    Trooper
    Your survival rate is 66% and your "certain death" rate is 0%.
    You know how to handle about half of the scenarios, which makes you quite a resourceful person. You might have made a few fatal choices, but the right choices certaintly outweigh those. You would be a decent addition to a group of travellers that could be faced with extreme situations.

    If you are wondering how you can find out answers to most of the questions from this test, you can find them online if you search for them.







    My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:













    		 You scored higher than 62% on SurvivalRate





    		 You scored higher than 1% on DeathRate




    Link: The Worst Case Scenarios Test written by Renegade_Master on Ok Cupid








    He... Helium.
    You scored 24 Mass, 24 Electronegativity, 51 Metal, and 0 Radioactivity!
    That's odd, our tests indicate that you did not just take this test. In fact, we're not even sure you exist. Oh, wait, no, somebody just found indirect evidence of you in the deep Earth and in the Sun. Okay, so you're real, but man, you need to get out more. Actually, you're pretty cool, always doing your own thing, but we kinda wish that you would interact with us a bit more. On a positive note, I think some research lab in Berkeley has managed to put you into a psuedo-stable relationship that, if you're kept very cold, you won't walk away from... or maybe that was Xenon. I forget.







    My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:



















    		 You scored higher than 17% on Mass





    		 You scored higher than 24% on Electroneg





    		 You scored higher than 38% on Metal





    		 You scored higher than 1% on Radioactivity




    Link: The Which Chemical Element Am I Test written by effataigus on Ok Cupid








    Developed Right Bias
    You scored 64 %Lefty and 68 %Righty!
    With more artistic and creative flare, you are probably good at sports, and have good spatial awareness. Tempered with a pretty good ability to rationalise things. You are more of a big picture person, and less interested in the details. And you probably prefer spontenaity over careful planning. Its also easier for you to be hypnotised.







    My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
















    		 You scored higher than 47% on Lefty





    		 You scored higher than 36% on Righty





    		 You scored higher than 56% on Divergence




    Link: The Left or Right Brain Test written by vincex on Ok Cupid

March 20, 2005








  • Psionicist
    You scored 20 Holy, 63 Tactful, 90 Natural, and 60 Arcane!
    Your eye flutters for a second and the world loses focus... when clarity returns you realize that the only person in the room who wasn't knocked unconscious is holding his temples and writhing on the ground. Nobody knows what you just did, even you, but you know it happened because you made it happen. You have taught reality that your desires are more important than it's fickle laws (or you can, rather). You are one of the rare psionicists, the masters of mind over matter. Your approach to problems is a rare blend of intuition, force of personality, and careful planning. You're all right in a fight, but can really hold your own only once you've stacked the laws of this universe on your side. Thankfully, with practice, you can do this with ease. Hmm, my guess is that you're a bit lacking ethically speaking however... just a guess though, creep.







    My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:



















    		 You scored higher than 17% on Godliness





    		 You scored higher than 75% on Tact





    		 You scored higher than 83% on Harmony





    		 You scored higher than 81% on Arcane




    Link: The Which D & D Class am I Test written by effataigus on Ok Cupid

March 17, 2005








  • Armed and Dangerous
    Congratulations! You scored 87%!
    You made it out, alive and well supplied. You probably even kept most of your party alive too. You know what to look for, what to take, and when to just run. You even feel a strange inkling to go back. If you did, you'd probably do just fine.







    My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:










    		 You scored higher than 99% on survivalpoints




    Link: The Zombie Scenario Survivor Test written by ci8db4uok on Ok Cupid

February 28, 2005

  • My best friend so owes me... She didn't have a sitter today, and she had her CNA class, so guess who said she'd watch her kids?  I swear, I have sucker tattooed on my forehead.  She's on her way here with Daniel, who will be 3 in May, and Caitlin who's like 5 months.. And I'll have my Kellen on top of this...


    Well, this should serve to tell me if I really don't want any more kids.... LOL


     


    On an upnote, I got to talk to Kev the night before last... Once a week seems to be about the average....

February 9, 2005

  • hmmm.. Just an update...


    Things are slowly getting back on track, the writing is slowly coming back, and as for the other stuff, I have a few offers, but I'm definitely keeping my options open for now.  We'll see what happens,  especially as I do have that standing offer from Kev and I'd really like to explore that one...


     


    Anyone care to rescue me from the Wiggles?  All day... everyday.... he loves them...

February 4, 2005

  • Bandwagon stuffies...



    You are <img>

    Oooooh, pretty! You like things to look nice, don't you? Well, there's nothing wrong with that, just don't go overboard with it. Remember, some people are still using dial-up!

    Take more groovy tests! workingwith.me.uk copyright (c) N

January 26, 2005

  • and Kellen is better, but he did share with the rest of us.. I spent most of last night throwing up, among other things, but Im doing good now, haven't thrown up for four hours.. Mom's starting to slowly feel human again... as is Gram, though Gram got it worse than the rest of us... Less puking, more of the other, so she has a lot of laundry to do...


    And as much as I love my family, I am NOT washing that


     

January 24, 2005

  • And my little guy is sick.. Gramma called me at work, said he's throwing up, poor munchie...


    Well, that's about all on my end...

January 23, 2005

  • And it's once more proven that I have really bad taste in men...


    Yeah, no more limbo at least...