October 3, 2006
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:O
I actually received child support this morning. First I’ve gotten since July 10th. Carl had quit his job the day before I filed for the review, and I think it’s possible that word reached him I was planning on it. I suspect he’d been monitoring my myspace page, and he may even be monitoring here as he used to do. Which really would just make me laugh. I won’t deny that I looked at his myspace page out of curiosity, but I couldn’t care less what he’s up to. I worry for the sake of my son, who is going to eventually ask me why his dad is so far away, but I’m really trying not to get into that with him now. I simply tell him that his dad is in Michigan and that it’s too far away to visit him. And that I don’t have a number to call him, cause Kellen does ask to talk to him. And it breaks my heart, but at the same time, I know Tommy will treat him as his own son and I hope that will be enough for my boy.
In all honesty, I think in some ways, it’ll be better if Kellen does consider Tommy his dad, because then he’ll know that someone really did want him, aside from me of course.
