December 15, 2005

• So once again, things are nice and complicated for me.

  
  

  At some point in January, I will be having surgery to remove all of my teeth, including the one remaining wisdom tooth that is still impacted.  So many of my teeth are broken, and the rest aren’t much better, that removing them actually makes the most sense.  I’m not really happy about having to have it done, but at least I’ll have a nice smile again.

  
  

  Ben and I are… on the outs, I think.  We aren’t broken up yet, but I really don’t think we’re going to last very long.  He treats me well, he just is thoughtless and careless far too often.  And I really am just not seeing us lasting past this winter.  The only time he seems to really want to be with me is when he needs me to cash a check for him or when he wants laid.  And that’s getting old really fast.

  
  

  I have other reasons, but they aren’t pressing ones.  They are more of the reasons why I didn’t want things to get too serious to begin with.  Kinda hard to want to be serious with someone when your heart belongs to another, and you know that it’s belonged to that other since you were 16.

  
  

   

  
  

   

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